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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 4:19:45 GMT -5
Esme sighed, grabbing a couple of the blood bags and heading down to the cottage. Bella was acting like a child now, she could be so immature at times. "Bella, you need to drink the blood or Edward will get angry. If he was here he would be telling you to drink it." She said, hoping that might be able to get her to drink the blood, it was true.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 4:22:38 GMT -5
"Emse, please, take that back" Bella called back, smelling the blood, having to stop herself from going out side and taking the packets from Esme and draining them, her throat burning with thirst "I'll go hunting with Edward when he gets home" Bella insisted "Please, just don't make me drink them, I can't live with myself if I drink more human blood"
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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 4:42:05 GMT -5
"Bella, you're not strong enough to hunt, you need the blood to gain strength." She called out, walking into Bella & Edward's room and putting the blood bags right next to the bed. She shrugged then spoke, "Ok, if you don't want to drink the blood then I'll leave the bags right here and be on my way." She walked out of the room, hoping the strong scent of the blood would be enough to make her drink it.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 4:46:52 GMT -5
Bella growled slightly, the sent of the blood almost over powering her. She ran out of the cottage as fast as she could, over taking Esme, making her way back to the house, breathing in the blood free air when she got back
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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 4:53:45 GMT -5
Esme sighed when Bella ran past her back to the house. She grabbed the blood bags, not wanting to give up and ran back to the house. She grabbed Bella's arm before she could run away again, holding the bags in her other hand. "Bella, just drink the blood," she told her.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 4:57:08 GMT -5
Bella hated herself for the blood lust that took over her body, having not drank anything but the small bite of Michelle in weeks, her body aching. She hated herself as it became too much and she took the blood from Esme's hands, using her teeth to rip into the first packet, draining it dry in less then a second before she started on the next, unable to control herself, moaning at the liquid that filled her mouth
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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:02:13 GMT -5
Esme smiled as Bella took the blood bags from her hands and drank them, she needed the blood for strength. She could see Bella's eyes turning red as she drank, she knew that was one of the reasons why she didn't want to drink the blood but it wasn't the worst thing in the world. Right now Jane was the worst thing in the world to Esme, she hated Jane for hurting her daughter.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:04:46 GMT -5
"Please Esme" Bella begged when she had drained all of the bags "Please don't let me drink any more" Bella begged, hating herself for what she had done, feeling so guilty edward deserves better then you bellas brain told her he deserves someone who can control themselves! someone who's not a monster! You're a monster!
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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:10:37 GMT -5
Esme nodded, worried about Bella, she sounded like she was partly crazy. "That should be enough blood to help you get your strength back and are you alright Bella?" She asked, wanting to make sure there was nothing wrong.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:12:33 GMT -5
"I'm fine" Bella insisted, feeling stronger since she had the blood, though her joins were still in agonising pain "Don't worry about me, really, I just don't like that i drank all that human blood" Bella admitted, hating herself
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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:21:59 GMT -5
Esme smiled kindly, understanding why Bella would feel bad about that. "Don't worry about drinking the blood Bella, it's kept here for situations like this, we have all drank some at times." She said, Except Carlisle she added in her head.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:23:49 GMT -5
Bella just shook her head, hating herself, going and sitting on the couch, not wanting to go hunting until after she saw Edward, not knowing if she could even bring her joints to move that much already
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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:42:22 GMT -5
Esme followed Bella into the lounge room and sat down on the couch next to her. "Bella, you shouldn't hate yourself, you should be happy that your away from that evil Jane." She tried making Bella feel better but she had a feeling it wouldn't work.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:44:17 GMT -5
Bella looked up at Esme, her words not making her feel any better, still hating herself "I changed someone Esme" she told her, wanting to cry "I changed someone then I dranks several packets of human blood, I'm a monster, Edward deserves so much better"
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Post by Esme Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 5:59:37 GMT -5
"Bella, you had no choice about changing Michelle, it was that or she would have died, you did the right thing and I made you drink the blood, you needed it." Esme said, wanting her daughter to be happy. "And Edward is so lucky he has you," she added, smiling.
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