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Post by Edward Cullen on Sept 14, 2009 12:36:04 GMT -5
Edward grinned at Bella 'No, Jazz is driving her. I owe him one for all this babysitting he is doing. I get a chance to spend time just with you. ' He hadn't told Nessie she was being babysat, she hated the word as much as Bella did when Alice Jazz Rose and Em used to do it for her when she was in danger. His shoulders tensed as anger and sadness rolled through him that he'd ever let Bella be put in that position. He stared down into his wifes eyes and tried to concentrate on just her.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 14, 2009 19:04:47 GMT -5
Bella sighed slightly, glad that Jacob wasn't driving her baby, worried when she felt Edward's shoulders tense under her hands "What's wrong?" she asked him, pressing her lips to his lightly, not liking it when he was worried or tense
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Post by Edward Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 17:02:17 GMT -5
He smiled at Bella trying to forget the bad memories, 'Just bad memories.' He told her between kissing her softly. 'You hurt, something I never want repeated. Even though your more durable now your not indestructable Mrs Cullen.' Edward warned his wife, they'd lived for nearly 8 years without much danger although with Bella's luck he doubted it would be quiet forever. He would try to enjoy every moment though, it did him no good to worry about this, he'd leave the future to Alice.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 17:33:46 GMT -5
"Do you want to talk about it Edward?" Bella asked her husband, her arms unsnaking from around his neck so she could place a hand either side of Edward's face, worried about him even though he was trying to brush it off, not to say that she wasn't greatful for the kisses, she was just worried
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Post by Edward Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 17:52:53 GMT -5
Edward sighed as he looked deep into Bella's eyes and unloaded all his worries, 'Bella I'm so grateful for the peace and quiet we've had for the last few years but I'm having this feeling something might be coming. I know I'm not Alice and I should leave the future to her and I'm trying. Bella just promise me, you will never leave me, I'm trusting you that you will never let anything take you away from me. I told you before that you are something I could never live without and it is true now if possible even stronger than before.' He knew what he was asking was not something she could probably give him but to hear her say she would try would make him feel some relief.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 18:01:25 GMT -5
Bella felt a pang of guilt, knowing that she was having Edward worried. "Edward" Bella sighed, not sure exactally how to put what she wanted to say "We should be glad that things are going good at the moment rather then worrying about it. I'm not going to leave you, I promise, and I'll do whatever you want me to do to prove it" she told him, feeling a pang of hurt that he thought she was going to leave him, wondering if he wanted her to marry him again just to prove that she was still in love with him and not going anywhere "I can't live without you Edward, I don't want to and I refuse to, if there is anything i need just to survive it's you. But the same goes for you" she warned him "I don't care how better off you think i'll be, or if you think you're protecting me by leaving, you can't leave me again, please, don't, I can't live through that again"
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Post by Edward Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 18:30:51 GMT -5
Edward raised an eyebrow in surprise, did she not understand how much she mean't to him? He could never bring himself to leave her. ' I made you a promise the day I asked you to marry me that I would never ever leave you again and as long as I'm on this planet I will always keep to that promise.'He vowed to her, then he leant his forehead against hers as he whispered to her 'I know you won't, I just needed to hear it again, and you know I won't live without you either.'
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 18:43:42 GMT -5
Bella sighed, knowing how stubborn Edward was, knowing that he had to have his own way "No Edward" she told him "If something does ever happen to me, you can't kill yourself, you can't, Nessie needs you, you can't just leave her all alone if something was to happen to me, and your family, they need you too, would you really do that to them?" she asked him, her hand stroking his cheek "You have no idea how horriable it was when you left, it hurts just to think about it, I know you won't leave again, I do, and I keep telling myself that, there's just a little, iratinal part of me that thinks the worst all the time that, when ever I think about the time when you were gone, tells me it could happen again even though I know you won't leave" Bella whispered to Edward, wanting to cry, not sure if he would be mad at her, after all, fear that he would be mad and hate her was the reason she had kept from talking about that time with Edward
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Post by Edward Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 18:54:56 GMT -5
Edward's eyes creased in pain and that ancient sadness returned to his face, leaving Bella was his biggest mistake even if it was for what he thought had been the right reasons. He still found it hard to talk about and he could tell so could she. 'I told you time would prove that I would never leave and it has and it will. Bella you Nessie and my family are my life, there is nothing else I could ever want but that. We all have those doubts we just have to listen to the rational part. The part that I hope tells you that I love you, your my wife and I promised you for eternity. I have a solution, lets both never die?' He half smiled as he quoted something Bella had once told him.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 19:14:34 GMT -5
"I know" Bella promised Edward, regreting bringing it up, knowing that it was hurting him "I also know that you love me and that you're my husband and that I want to spend the rest of forever with you and that you aren't ever going to leave me again, I also know that I shouldn't listen to the part of me that tells me otherwise, but Edward, it's still hard" she told him "I hate that little bit, I want to cut it out and never have to live with it again" she told him, "Don't worry about it, we don't have to talk about it" she told him, not wanting to be causing him pain
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Post by Edward Cullen on Sept 15, 2009 19:20:39 GMT -5
Edward unexpectedly placed his hand on the small of Bella's back and brought her body close to his whilst leaning forward and kissing Bella forcefully on the lips. He pulled away as he tried to catch his unneccessary breathe. 'I'm sorry I ever made you feel that way. But believe me as I believe you.' He spoke in a soft and seductive voice.
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