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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 6:41:02 GMT -5
Bella was sitting at the kitchen table at the Cullen's house, biting her nails, letting her daughter have the first day of school without her, worried about her, wishing that she hadn't have let her go, she was too young, she was still her little baby, she kept telling herself this over and over again, getting more and more worried
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Post by Esme Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 6:54:19 GMT -5
Esme walked into the kitchen & frowned when she saw Bella sitting at the kitchen table, bitting her nails. She guessed Bella was worrying about her baby, Nessie but she didn't have to worry, Nessie was smart & safe. She walked over to Bella & put her hand on her daughters shoulder. "Bella, I don't think Alice is going to like to see bitten nails." Esme said, trying to cheer Bella up.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 6:56:43 GMT -5
Bella just nodded, not in a joking mood, taking her nails away from her mouth, starting to chew on her lip "I shouldn't have let her go, she's too young, i shoud ring the school and get her sent home now" she told Esme, getting up to go get her cell phone off the kitchen bench
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Post by Esme Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 7:07:31 GMT -5
Esme frowned again, Bella was worrying too much. "Bella, Nessie isn't too young, shes smarter than a normal adult & she is perfectly safe, nothing bad is going to happen to her." She said, smiling. She was just telling the truth & she hoped Bella would believe her & stop worrying so much. "It's high school, it's not like she going away forever."
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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 7:10:51 GMT -5
Bella shook her head, picking up her cell "She's too young, I should never have sent her, have you got the number of the school?" she asked Esme, opening her cell ready to call
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Post by Esme Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 7:22:32 GMT -5
Esme took the phone off Bella & put it in her pocket. "Bella, calm down, you're not calling the school. Nessie is not too young, she will be having fun at school." She said then smiled. She was trying to help Bella stop worrying because she had done the right thing but it was a little hard, Bella was quite stubborn.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 7:24:23 GMT -5
"She's not ready" Bella complained "She's only 8" she told her, worried out of her mind about her only daughter "She's my only child, I don't know what I'm going to do if I loose her"
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Post by Esme Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 7:28:15 GMT -5
"Bella, she is smarter than any normal teenager, smarter than a normal adult, she's not a normal eight year old. Nothing is going to happen to her, you need to stop over worrying." Esme told Bella with a motherly smile.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 19, 2009 7:31:09 GMT -5
"No" bella said, shaking her head, running a hand through her hair "She's too young, leave it another few years and she'll be fine" she said, more to herself "I need her out of there" she said "Or I can home school her if she wants to learn, I don't want her in high school"
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Post by Esme Cullen on Aug 20, 2009 3:58:39 GMT -5
"Bella, Nessie is ready for high school," Esme said in a calming voice. "She needs to start socializing & she looks sixteen, she needs to go to high school." She wished Bella would stop worrying & being so overprotective, high school was very safe.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 20, 2009 4:17:23 GMT -5
"I don't want to loose her" Bella whispered, collapsing to her knees, feeling helpless "She kinda knows about imprinting, but she's going to leave me for Jake" Bella began to sob, never wanting to loose her little baby, not wanting Nessie to leave her "I don't know what I'm going to do Esme"
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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 20, 2009 4:18:17 GMT -5
"I don't want to loose her" Bella whispered, collapsing to her knees, feeling helpless "She kinda knows about imprinting, but she's going to leave me for Jake" Bella began to sob, never wanting to loose her little baby, not wanting Nessie to leave her "I don't know what I'm going to do Esme"
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Post by Renesme Cullen on Aug 20, 2009 5:12:25 GMT -5
Renesme walked happily down the lane towards the Cullens house. She waved to a couple of girls she had met at school. It wasn't bad, she actually really enjoyed it, it was nice to be with people her own age for a change, and just to mess around and be a teenager. She did enjoy spending time with her family, but it wasn't really the same as having friends. She was so glad she hadn't chickened out like her mother had wanted her to.
She walked through the door happily, but then she saw Esme talking to her mother. And her mother was sobbing! Nessie felt a jolt in her stomach, worried that it was about her. Then she frowned, she had done nothing other than want to go to school like a normal kid. What was so wrong with that?! "Whats wrong mum?" She asked, ready for a load of bullshit that her mother would tell her, about everything being fine.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Aug 20, 2009 5:16:18 GMT -5
Bella quickly shook her head and tried to compose herself when she heard her daughter came in "I-i-i-it's nothing" Bella told her "How was your day at school?" she asked her, wrapping her arms around her daughter to hide her face, not wanting her to worry about her, not wanting her to know she was having a hard time dealing with her being gone
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Post by Renesme Cullen on Aug 20, 2009 5:34:12 GMT -5
Renesme raised her eyebrows, and tried not to roll her eyes when her mother said it was nothing. Why did she always do that? It wasn't like she was going to get really upset about everything. But she decided to drop it, to be honest she couldn't be bothered to argue anymore.
"It was great, i made loads of friends. It was way better than i thought it was going to be" She said smiling, hugging her mother back tightly, Nessie took her mothers hand and showed her what a good time she had had. Maybe she wouldn't be so worried now the first day was over.
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